Through these doors is the key to my heart...

Time to come back..

2005-01-19T21:35:10Z

It has finally happened, after almost a year of no updating, I start out with a new layout, and a new goal to try and actually update this thing. Not that anyone cares of how my life goes anyway, but its nice to write about it somewhere then be able to look back months later and see how you were. As I read my old posts I can see that I have changed a bit since then, and mostly for the good I hope. Eventhough I am not doing so good in school, I am actually quite proud of myself =) for getting 5 A's and 2 B's on my midterms. I hope that cancels out the crap load of C's i got this 9 weeks. 3 =/ But hey it could be much worse.

It has been two days since ive entered my new avionics class and let me tell you something, it is not fun. In my old class we used to chill, and even had ample time to play pc games againts friends in the class. But now it is work, work, work. And when you're done with that, its another healthy serving of work.. But I bet If i try hard enough I can overcome that class, and be able to manage a B on it. Problem is since the class is at your own pace, you tend to loose track of your progress, and stop doing work..

I actually don't know why Im typing in paragraphs, guess it's just easier to read that way. Ive been trying to help Leo on her new lj layout, and it has been a bit hard. Lol she is a very undecided individual, but hey, who isn't? So If you read this, I am here to help no matter how many gazillion times you may change your mind. And I was NOT ignoring you damnit! I was playing a bit of XBOX when i saw a slew of messages of you threatening me =/ Hope everything is cool with you.

Well gotta jet for now, hope to talk with some of you in the near future.

Whoah

2004-06-04T12:02:04Z

Well im here just sitting in class waiting to take me english final. And I was wondering if I could do a post from my phone without the need of a computer, lol if I can, then my phone is really cool, ifnot.. lol who cares!

Cheers,
Juancster

Another Day Another Challenge

2004-06-03T02:01:46Z

Lol it has occured to me that I see everyone elses journal and its so filled and ive had mine for such a long time and I only have a few posts.. Lol imma try to change that.. Well anyway today was a good day, or lets just say a regular day. We were just doin the normal school thing, getting ready for the finals. Then we went to baker and we took the final, and might I add.. not one of the easiest finals ive ever taken.. Wow I just hope I passed it. The teacher said his goodbyes, eventhough hes not a very emotional guy so it was kool. Then we were all leaving when i see a friend with some weed. Lol well the boy was so eager to smoke it that he didn't want to wait to get home.

So what happens is that as we are walking towards the buses he is trying to light it up. Unbeknownst to him is that a teacher is tailing his ass.. Haha Well anyway he gets in the bus like its all good, and the teacher walks into the bus and takes him out. Point is he prolly got into alot of trouble today and I don't think we will see him for a bit. When the bus was pulling away I saw him talking to the security guard, so I hope everything goes good for him, and he doesnt get into so much shit.

Tomorrow we are going to to a Soldering project in my aviation school, and if you do not know what it is, its basically like melting a wire to be able to connect to metal pieces and such to make a "connection" so that current or w/e can flow through it. Lol im just scared that I am going to give myself big burns, and that is not a very good start to summer is it? Haha but I guess its a risk im going to have to take. Gosh i feel so brave.. :) lol.. And then its a party on friday since its the last day of school for my aviation skool. So that means abnormally large amounts of pizza and all the other goodies that make us fat.. Lol well that means that im going to just work twice as hard on ddr to be able to burn of those calories, cuz i want to try to lose some pounds over the summer. I bit into a rice crispy a bit ago and it just occured to me that its going to be really hard to control my cravings and appetite but , lol we only live once right?

I guess im not fat, but im not in the shape I want to be. I dont want to be all buff, but just fit enough to be able to keep up and do a few things. Well I really cant think of anything else to type, but does it matter? lol been so long I have made an entry that I bet no one remembers me anymore :/ Well time to work from the ground up again right?

Cheers,
Juancster

Almost summer time..

2004-06-02T02:40:30Z

Wow I cant beleive this, another school year is coming to a close and I barely felt it pass by. Its amazing how these highschool days are going to pass so quickly and we are all going to go our seperate ways. And that scares me to a certain point. Shit I might have to go to summer school or w/e just take the Damn math class again next year, lol but as they say "Anything is easier the second time around" ;) So Anyway finally things in our Radio station KmixRadio our: www.kmixradio.com lookin a bit better. After bickering and many points of uncertainty it finally seems that we are back on track and getting ready to go at it in full force! Yus!

For the convenience of many ppl that complain I now write in paragraphs.. o cmon ppl u kno who u r.. Well today was a pretty good day. I didn't fail my chem test which was quite a releif, but sadly enough when i went to check what I got on the math essay final.. well lets just say it was "Fantastic"... Haha well w/e it's not like I had a chance of actually passing anymore so yey me! As I sit here listening to my music i seem to notice how boring my life really is, and how nothing cool ever happpens. Lol I see ppl doin a bunch of fun things, and yet im here just sitting infront of this idle computer screen typing, and listening to music.

Well to each their own. I guess i can start updating this thing a few more times, since im actually having pretty slow days now. Only a few more days left of baker.. Done this friday! So every day after that I go home early.. As fun as that sounds, lol imma be here sitting idle infront of my pc again or doin somethin else. Well I did order HALO 2! O yes I cant wait for that game, and even though the game does not come out til november, lol im already getting ready.. It just seems so cool in every imaginable way. Lol I will have to invite all of u over so u guyz could play online with me.

Well thats all for now..
Juancster

Back again...

2004-04-12T20:28:29Z

Ladies and gentleman I am back! Lol not that anyone cares but still.. :-/ Lol tis nice to say it anyway hoping that in the far reaches of cyberspace someone will hear my cry! :)

Tis Time to get going

2003-11-18T23:01:48Z

Ok so I have this damn journal and i never use it, this has to change... In the following days i shall try to update more and make mah lj "perty" Lol we'll see how that goes.

Many Things have happened to me in the past few days. I have made new friendships, friendships I hope will last, and will be fruitfull in both our parts. I didn't know I had so much in common with this person. Wow its insane to think that there was someone that actually had the same train of thought I did. As scary as that sounds, YES there is someone similar to Juan's Ways. Has hell frozen over!?!?!? I guess it hasn't so this must be the real deal.

If you don't already know this person is Chris(Janessy's Boyfriend) We talked for a while and we noticed there was a similar pattern in the way we thought and acted in diffrent things. Be it with our girlfriends or other things. Chris I want you to know what If you ever need anything, all you have to do is ask. I will try to help you in any way I can. I also support you in what you are doing, even though a few people might be against it, fuck them man. You have friends that do support you, and want you to be happy.

Well today in school was another awesome day. Since the Free trade thing is going on, my aviation school was cancelled all this week. Meaning I would only have classes til 10:45 am. After that I was done, but the damn school is making us stay, but it doesnt matter cuz all we do is play around, and have some fun. Its not alot of fun but it sure beats the shit out of studying and doing work. We listen to music, talk , play some cards, and even play bumper cars using our rolling chairs.. But haha the teacher kinda didnt like that.

Well everything was going good until we see something that blew us away. One of the baker teachers(baker is my aviation school) had come to supervise us. We were like Wtf!?!?! And we thought it was all over for us, and the damn work was going to begin. He made us seperate and be quiet, but after a while we all got together again and we started talkiing. He didnt seem to mind much just aslong as we didnt play cards. So while we were talking Lizzy calls me :) And we talk for a lil while. I love you with all my heart Lizzy, you make me soo happy. There is no one id rather be with, you are the most wonderfull girl there is. Te amo!

Well anyway, after I hung up with mah baby, we chilled for a while then went to lunch. After coming back we just talked and chilled for the rest of the time. Haha he had our good laughs and good times. Telling stories and jokes. Bout "Cochones" and the "bermudas" Lol even midget pimple was there. But the most funniest part of the day was watching my friend Norwing be turned down by two girls. He tried to get their numbers and they ignored him. One retreated to the bathroom, and the other ran with her teacher to the library.

When the bell rang to leave i went outside wit Jonathan cuz i was gonna give him a ride home. Mah bro comes and picks us up and we go home. We drop him off then come home. After I go online Oreste tells me he had gotten dumped by his girlfriend. I felt like shit when I heard that because the man had only gone out with her for 1 day. I felt sorry for him, and couldnt even imagine how badly he must be feeling. Don't Worry man Im here for you, and there will be plenty more so dont get sad man, just cause one girl doesnt want you doesnt mean none of them do. So stay strong and keep on searching for that special someone.

Ralph im's me and tells me that its all over for him too. It seems that many of my friends lives are fucking up badly. But if we all stick together and help eachother we can overcome anything. There are some people that dont agree with that I want to do, so all i have to say to you is fuck you. Thats all I can say, I have people that are backing me up in what I beleive in and I love you guyz. BUt to the other people, you can go and shove ur opinion to someone who cares.

If thats what your going to do, dont even do it, you shall be ignored/and or cursed at/and or beat down. If you are there to help me out, and support me you will be loved. Well thanks Chris for helping me out man, it really helped me alot :) Anytime you need my help, im there bro.

Well thats all for now, till i feel the need to come back.. Which is most prolly in an hour or so.. So till then.. Goodbye.. I love you All... especially you Lizzy, I love you with all my heart, you are the only person I would ever want to be with. So good day to all :)

Cheers,
Juancster

Saturday Morning Madness

2003-11-15T17:09:22Z

Ok Im calling this saturday morning madness!!!!! Im here going crazy cuz I have a billion and one things i need to do. It has been such a great week, there is no other way to explain it. The types of weeks that make you want to keep going, and not give up in life. The type of week that you will never forget.

Here you go Bianca... the spaces... So as I was saying, Im just too happy right now for anyone to bring me down. Today is Biancas Bowling thing so Im going to that, and YES I will bowl B so dont worry :) But lol i never said how much I would bowl, but i guess one game is Ok. First I would like to say that I love Lizzy with all my heart, wow its insane. The more time i spend with this girl, the more i feel for her, the more i want to be with her. Im so happy with her, and shes been ver supportive in many things, things that i needed someone to back me up on, and she was there. Liz I love you so much, you are the most wondefull girl there is. Haha and you know im still gonna get ur "baby s0xs"

So anyway, im here listening to music and I suddenly feel the need to Lj so here I am. Bianca, I am going to try my best to get u "Juans left nut" haha (dont ask..) Lol my parents have been bugging me about B's present for days. INstead of starting to get my things done, im here...lol But sometimes u just need to do it.

Love,
Juancster

Lol

2003-11-15T16:52:22Z

How Will you make it to the bigtime? by Juancster
Username
How you made it:	One day you were walking along the street and humming some fucked up song, and the producer came to you and said he liked the way u were doing it, He said you were going to be a big star, but ends up being u were just put in as a guy in a big star costume in a music video :-/ I guess you got a few seconds of fame.
Big Time Date:	June 5, 2015
Number of loyal fans?	Not many :-/ You were just a costumed star, but its a nice story to tell the friends
How much will you make?	$1,000

Created with Juancster's Juancster's Website!

Is this thing on?

2003-10-07T21:02:15Z

Wow Im amazed this thing is still here, after countless months of me ignoring this journal, I am back.Very glad of finding my journal just how i left it. I feel that i need to save some of my memories into this, and get rid of somethings so they lay here in cyberspace and not in my head all day. So lets begin... I remember when I used to be pretty good at writing this things, but there is no reason why I would lie to the reader and "spice things up" so we are going to keep it plain and simple. Lets start with the Radio Wars, or so we call it in the staff channel. There has been a constant war between my radio station "Xtreme Radio" and Xnet Radio. We have constantly been fighting over supremacy. In listeners we beat them most of the time, but they have tried to do a few things that were really uncalledfor. For instance they hacked onto our shoutcast server and started casting from our station,and saying how much we suck and how cool they were. To me that clearly shows a low level of maturity, and pride. To have to go to your competitors station and take them over for about 15 minutes is not something that is on my list of doing. Yet Brandon or should i say "Aqua" didnt quite get the message so we went and with the help of Ghosn (A former Xnet Dj) we went and took over their Shoutcast for about 1/2 and hour, and during that short period of time, we really advertised like we had never done before. I think we spammed our website and Url about a million times. But all in all it was really fun. Yet as I have learned while Djing here. Anything you try to do will always go too far, so we get a number of one of the Xnet Dj's and we call him up to harrass him a little. 5 calls later....(remember I did say that we take things to the max) They start getting pissed so they call the cops and file harrassment on us. Haha that made us run away like a pack of crazy retarded chickens. But thats ok, thats all in the past now, the past being last sunday.... So anyway after massive hackings, botnets (bots created to packet someone) to try to make you ppl that are not so computer oriented this means "that we send em massive loads of info to slow down their internet" and this is great when our competition is on since we can get the current Dj so he wont be able to cast onair. But yesterday one of the board member sends me a message that says that there is a "truce" between Xtreme Radio and Xnet, but i highly doubt that, and if there really is a truce i dont think its gonna last that long. Since HighMr is not paying attention to it, HighMr being our number one enemy. So we have the right to atack him, but not the rest of the staff. Let me try and see if I can get a paste of the Topic posted in our Dj staff channel... : * Now talking in #xtremestaff
* Topic is 'New Shoutcast pass pm board for it - Truce is still on between XN and XR '
* Set by XR|DjBigLar on Tue Oct 07 15:42:38 But then in Aquas Channel this is the topic: * Now talking in #gline-unit
* Topic is 'Truce is still on between XR and XNR but u have BigLar's permission to FUCK HIGHMR UP ALL U WANT - He is not recognizing the truce and is free game - do not associate it between xnr and xr however - thank you - provoked? PM Aqua/Simin/Toph.

This is why I say that there will never be peace even though we try to have it, its like fighting for a lost cause. But I think that until we stop fighting and bickering, we shall never reach the level of proffessionalim that we want out of all our Dj's and our image. Since we do have an image for being Prankers and Jokers, and we would like to change that, and start being a more serious station. Haha and for the first time Lizzy was actually onair yesterday, talkin with me. But lol everyone thinks she pwned me :-/ . So enough about my life as a Dj. I have been working on a few live mixes which are coming out just nicely. Atleast thats what Ale told me :) My techno making abilities arent so good, but i hope i progress in that area a bit.

So im sitting here today, I think its a tuesday, and i am so confused. I no longer know who to turn to when im in a tight jam. It seems to me that theres is not one person that can truly help me out of my problems, but I drop appreciate that fact of them trying. And that means so much to me. I love you guyz! Anyway I have made new friendships and feel like I am losing a few others. A nice new friend is Ale, I knew her from before, but we werent really friend, more like 2 ppl that just knew eachothers name. Lol if u thought of me as a friend, im so sorry :) But shes a girl i can now really trust, and I feel like I can tell her anything. YUS Its been a while since i have found a person like that, a person who can understand me, and who is quite mature. Also someone who is there to listen, and is a pretty fun person to talk to. And others I feel like im backing away from them, but im not gonna name any names. Life has surprised me by showing me some new people who turn out to be real friends, Im amazed at the fact that some of the kids i know are really annoying, but when you really need help they are there for you. I love all of them. But I especially love Lizzy, I dont know what to say, but I feel that I have not been the greatest boyfriend that I could be, but I am sure as hell gonna try. She deserves it, and she has made me the happiest guy ever. I love you Liz! Hehe I have a few surprises instore for her, but im glad i dont think she reads my Lj so Im in the clear. And seriously Liz, I dont think you gave the listeners a good idea about me and my uhhh... lol forget that last sentence. I now come to see how great it feels to share your feelings with others, or atleast type them in to this lifeless keyboard. Either way, im happy im doing this again, I felt like I really needed it. I think im gonna get myself a turn table set after i save up enough money, this being because it is something i really enjoy to do, and it is a far step ahead of my current Digital Mixing which I do here on my computer. So me and Trake have started the A-bomb foundation, if you want to join it just IM me or w/e and we will pencil u in. We are going to try to build and Atomic bomb and drop it on Canada!!! YUS!!!! I will prolly update this in a few minutes but let me just post this part for now.

With Love,
Dj Juancster

Personality Quiz thing

2003-05-03T14:49:12Z

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Low
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Low
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

Hey

2003-05-01T17:10:41Z

Hey, Im here chillin in baker. I finally finished with my fackin module. I still dont get why we needed to learn how to mold plastic and stuff, but o well.... its too late now. So yeah, I think im goin to Stef's tom, lol..hopefully I dont get lost on my way there. Yey and this saturday its gonna be 2 months that ive gone out with Lizzy. Id have to say these have been very great and blissfull months. When Ive been mostly joyfull, and happy. I love you Liz! Well.. Ill catch u guys later.

Summer

2003-04-27T16:14:52Z

I havnt Lj'd in a while. So I think I should start doin it again. Today I found out that Im going to Dominican Republic for the summer. You guys have no idea how much that country sucks. Theres no electricity most of the time, all channels r in spanish. I dont know any1 there, and to top it all off Im prolly gonna be stuck at my uncles house again like all the other years before this one. Maybe the only good thing about that country is the easy access to drinks. Other than that.... thers nothing at all... I got into such a big argument with my parents about it, but as usual.... parents always win. Im gonna see if theres any way of me staying this summer, maybe at my aunts house. But the chances of that are very slim.

Colombian Restaurant

2003-04-06T21:20:03Z

My Dad told me we were going to my sisters house. So off we go on the 20 min drive since Paula lives all the way in miami lakes. Then my bro also shows up, and off we go to the restaurant. When we got there the restaurant was really full so we had to wait. After approzimately 5 min of waiting, the party was groing impatient. So they decided we should rather just get it to go, and be on our way back to P's house. I have to admit, my brother Jorge is very stubborn. So he takes everything the wrong way. So when my sis hollered at him askin him what he wanted, he took it the wrong way, and apparently already being pissed off about something else, goes " U DONT HAVE TO SCREAM PAULA" and then both of my siblings which are well over 20 start fighting like little kids. I was like "ok..." So Jorge after that left cuz he couldnt take it anymore, later he would tell us he went to eat at the IHOP down the street. I in my opinion thought he shouldnt have done that, because we were all there to be together. But o well... whats done is done right? To top it all off, the food was taking forever. So even I was growing impatient after a while. Finally they give us our food, and we head home. The food was pretty good. Too bad Jorge didn't come with us... :'(

What a night...

2003-04-06T17:15:58Z

After most of the kids left, things started calming down a little. Jaime wanted 2 sleep over so im like, "ok". So its just me, Jaime, and Danny. Danny being an 11 year old kid. We nicknamed him spice, because he would "spice" up the room with the fragrance of methane gas... (talk about disgusting..) That day my boredom level was at an all time high, that i had set an alliance with "Spice" to see how many spit balls we could nail on Jaime.(I know, I know, it sounds kind of childish, but when boredom starts kicking in, im willing to try anything) So on we went with the spit fest. Jaime was getting really pissed. But I just didnt imagine he was that mad. So i got the biggest wad i had gotten all day and ardously stuffed it in the tube. But apparently it was stuck. So i just kept blowing at it, but apparently it wasnt working, So Jaime was right infront of me, and he was laughing his ass off. (NOTE: I still had not giving up on getting that sucker out of the tube) The more Jaime laughed the harder i wanted to get him. Apparently, the pressure was so intense in the tube that the ball came flying out like at mach speeds. That sucker made a loud slapping noise when it hit his forehead. I had hit him so hard, that the mark of the spit ball stayed there for hours. He got up and gave me a punch on the stomach, and knocked some wind out of me, but it was no big. Then Liz calls around 10, so we just start talking, while "spice" is still on the prowl... It was so NASTY!! But o well, luckily "spice" left 1/2 hour later, Yet Jaime stayed. While i was on the phone, he was in a bunch of chatrooms. (I have never seen a guy so addicted to internet than that guy) So i just talked away, till he started saying some stupid remarks. At first it was about me, so it was no big. But then he started making fun of Lizzy and some of her friends. Thats it, he had taken it too far. I was well beyond pissed. So i punch the guy a few times, so he shuts up for a while. But little did i know that my problem was far from over, about 15 min later, he started doing it all over again. So i tried to get a hold of teh guys shirt, but I accidentaly grab his "hind quarters". What happened after that looked like a special editon of C.O.P.S. Jaime is wayyy stronger than i am and hes alot bigger 2. So I tried talking to teh guy telling him "Dude it was a mistake" but my efforts were in vain. That guy came chargin at me like a freight train. This being because the guy weighs like 180 pounds. He took full fore on me, and prolly punched me id say about 8 times. It was hurting like a bitch. He finally stopped when he tried to punch me again, and hit my knee cap. He was the one that ended up being hurt. After that things kinda calmed down, till about 3 am which was when i hung up the phone. Then he started playing the DBZ sound clip, which was funny at first but then started getting REALLY annoying. So at around 4:30 am I Just stayed lookin at Jaime go into chat rooms. I would normally find that normal, but he wasnt going into just anyroom. He liked going into the lesbian rooms. (Talk about a sicko..) He posed as a Lez for a while, till he finally got bored of it. So he just started talking about his love life. OMG what a bore.. its just complaints complaints complaints... So it was around 7 when i finished listening to his sad... and sappy love life.. GRRR... we didnt get to sleep cuz we needed to get up to go to church. So we went to church and I left him there. So now im here, writing on the lj, having spent more than 24 hours of no sleep. (But apparently im not sleepy) So grr im gonna go get some ice for this bruise idiot Jaime left on my shoulder.

OMG what a day

2003-04-05T21:46:49Z

It look slike today I spent the whole day doing nothing except playing DDR, or Dance Dance Revolution. Like I thought my day couldnt get any better... hehe. But boy was I wrong. Turns out my parents had invited some friends over from church. Which meant that theit kids were also coming. I.E. recipe for disaster. But up to now everything looks calm. Ill be happy if my room doesnt look like it went through an f-5 tornado after the day is done. ::Crosses his fingers:: Now Jaimes annoying lil' brother is playing with a stupid styrafoam ball. WTF?? How messed up can u be. O well. Ill catch u guys later, before he ends up destroying my room.

I finally got a Journal

2003-04-04T22:00:55Z

After ardous days of searching. A rather excentric live journal user by the name of fruitychick was nice enough to give me a code. Hopefully this thing works, and im not just wasting my time writing into this text box. Well, it catch u guys later.